really cool piece. got me thinking that we all should have a competitive nature in our lives. before i used to wait for the AHA! moment of being discovered and i didn't work. mom says when i was younger(even when i was a baby playing with playmates) i used to be competitive and she never knew where it went. well, until recently, i had a very very poor self esteem, lower than low itself. then as i managed to find the root of the problem, as in, when my low self esteem started, i didn't work on it really, but i talked about it. talking to my mom has been so therapeutic and as always, i encourage everyone to not bottle feelings and or hurtful events inside. they end up corroding all the good opportunities you are destined to have. its not worth it. better use that voice in order for you to grow up and grow out of whatever situation you are going through.
if i were to look at this halle berry blog in my ow poor me eyes, i would be saying, ow waw, look at her, shes so pretty, maybe if i was that pretty i'd have that much confidence. but then again, i am new gracy. i may not be cut out for modelling, but i know my strengths and all those things that come naturally. for instance, my blogging, i love blogging. maybe this little seed will flourish to be a big tree worth admiring only if i maintain my confidence, and not wait and hope for someone to hand whatever i may need on a silver platter.
i used to be like that, i used to feel so sorry for myself because of what i had been through such that its either, whatever good things i had, i did not deserve, or whatever i didn't have or wanted,i did not work for. so when i didn't get what i wanted, i felt sorry for myself again. it was terrible come to think of it.it was a cycle of self sympathy that led to unrealistic expectations failures and lack of progression.
i am happy i have changed, thanks to the power of confession. if talking to someone who can help me has turned my confidence and love of self 360 degrees, then wouldn't you think it may work for you as well?
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